under depression

omg !

tahu tak makna kecewa ?

for this time, the fact is i'm fail .

you know how much i dissapointed ? urrgghh !

i'm walking there with ayat kursi

walk alone

i try to calm myself

and feel that i can do it the test

but..
when arrived there 

in second, i can't . 

i don't know which is my fault or something wrong on the car

let say kalau tu amzari car's

maybe it would'nt happened

first of i get ready and i feel it's something that loss

when i want to pull down the handbrek

its very tight and hard to let it down

i had to called person who incharged test to pull handbrek down

i'm starting nervous and panic. here that both of emotion come on me

my god, the car was had a high cluch

and i start feel i can't do .

i try to balancing

low on cluch and press the fuel. maintain .

but i looked on meter there's nothing changes when i  try

disengage slow gear. my car down ~after two time i try ! SO STUPID

its was hurt me 

I give up all after fail with state myself that i'm very sad

no tears

but annoyed .

once again , if i really could'nt do the test, i'm sorry

it was my fault and please blame myself

i have no words more to say, cuz i feel empty .

i'm really under depression  

BACK OFF . ENTER AND DIE NOW